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Day 3: I stop caring about it all. My mind clears up gay and I blow off the whole thing. Day 4: I go on a man hiatus, I gay am not the rebounding type. The last time I rebounded was 3 years ago and it's not a healthy thing. gay It works for some people but not for me. The days vary but the pattern is always the same. In this case it took 8 days, 8 days of absolute misery and sadness to get over the whole thing. I drank alot, talked to friends, and started to notice relationships all around me. We are now on Day 8 of the man hiatus, which will last till after my birthday. I can't get involved with men till after my birthday. We are having no drama on my birthday this year, it's a time for me to spend with my friends. My thoughts could best be summed up in the first season of Scrubs, said by Carla, "I can tell by the way you are talking to me, you are thinking with your dick, and you aren't looking to really get to know me".
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