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I knew she wasn't going to bring me groceries at my first apartment, or answer the phone when motherbitch I called for advice. I didn't know how I could live life without her. I crawled into her hospital bed at home that day and thought I motherbitch would never motherbitch find the strength to get up. Funny how life just seems to press on. Some think I am strong for being able to live through such trauma. I am simply what she left behind. It has been almost a decade since I watched my mother die. I somehow found the strength to get out of her bed. I earned a degree from university she will never know about. I have loved and lost and loved again. I'm living my life. The life she gave me. From time to time I lie awake wishing she knew the woman I have become. In the dark of those nights I find myself singing for her again. The Rose Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
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