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I gained 30 pounds (which I lost in about three months after I left). My career dead-ended, and I found myself at the ripe old age of 28 looking like I was 40, and acting like I'd given up on life. Something in me was luckily still astrology kicking, and I left. Two years later I have a master's degree, astrology my career is back on track, and frankly I look better than ever. Sadly, I'm still astrology fucked up as far as sex goes. I'm terrified of experiencing that type of rejection and control again, and so I mostly spend time with electronic toys, but I'm getting there. The point in withholding situations is that people with higher libidos are made to feel like there's something wrong with us that we can't just be happy with this "great person who loves us." It's bullshit. If someone steps on your toe, you tell them it hurts you, they apologize, and life moves on.
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