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I don't know what's more self-centered than stand up new york throwing your own birthday stand up new york party. Got up at three today, Danica was up amazingly and stirring in bed asked me "what's up" and came with extended arms. I wanted corn flakes, not her. I finished my mighty good flakes of golden corn and did the dishes. she wanted to know what was up (again) so I crawled into her bed reluctantly and looked up. stand up new york She knew I was pissed - I've been pissed a lot these few... months. I'm sick of my job, I have no money and I'm presently not attending school for financial reasons. Of course this afternoon gets into a little routine we've been doing every few weeks, where I'm absolutely done with all that life has dealt with and she wants to know why I don't talk to her, why I'm being an asshole, if I love her, the 10th degree. These arguments as they become are almost scripted. I hint of a breakup, she gets upset, I try to console her and I cave. I so want out of this relationship, its going no where and its scary to be so committed to one person.
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