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And I'm not qualified." Sometimes I can't believe the way I talk to her now. When she was film alive, film I never would have used the word sucks in a sentence during one of our conversations. Maybe its the incredible absurdity of the situation, but I talk to her with the kind of abandon I use film only when I'm having internal monologues. I know that if I was faced with her physical presence - her knowing eyes, her raised eyebrows, that withering look she used to flash me - I would never be so bold. "You've had editorial experience." "Mom, I was an editorial assistant for the Chronicle. I typed obituaries, organized newspapers, and fetched people their coffees. That position you are talking about calls for five years of experience." "You sell yourself short, Leonie," she says. But I've already turned off the ignition and I'm not going to answer her this time. She's right, of course. I've been feeling low about a lot of things lately. Humphrey and I have been trying to make a baby for three years.
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