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It sounds like a typical high pressure to succeed story where a kid is making himself sick trying to meet the expectations of society digitalart or of his parents, trying desperately to earn love and approval. I understand this dynamic, as I have been digitalart there myself and was close to ending it at that age for similar reasons. I was buckling under the pressure to succeed, the lack of permission to just be myself. digitalart I was indirectly given the message that I was not okay if I did not achieve some kind of greatness (with material success). It seemed that love came in proportion to how thoroughly I sold my soul for the wrong sort of success that is valued in our society. I also read subversive books, played violent video games, listened to heavy metal, and had smoked pot and eaten magic mushrooms.
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