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| whales, ewan mcgregor, moroccian, feature film drama, donal sutherland, freaks, translation, manchicken, television shows, discopub, grouphug, kieron jecchinis, wizardsof haute couture, gawain, u, keith truesdell, prince charles, theref, essay, stacey, party, | I do not have the words to tell you how much I loved her, and what an incredible person she was. The more I watch other people's kids, and the tools they dreams bring to being a parent, the more I think she was a feminist ahead of dreams her time. I will be sending an easter basket to a friend. Easter brings back, loudly, the spring my mother died. Our egg hunt with the two cutest two-year-old girls ever. Morphine. Hair falling out. Her being thirsty and hungry and cold, dreams and complaining that no one was touching her. When she said that, I climbed into her hospital bed (which was in the room in their house that had been "mine"), and just curled up around her. |
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| Perhaps a better fate than life as an invalid, towing party an oxygen tank around behind him. My uncle is dying, my mother's brother. He has something called Progressive Cerebral Palsy, or PCP, nice acronym. Is a breakdown of the mind worse than a breakdown of the physical body? I don't know, all my relatives have died from physical causes, party not dementia or Alzheimer's or just fading old age. My party grandmother died at age 94, and she was still in command of all her marbles, and then some. I asked another noder yesterday why I'm so grumpy. Sickness, fatigue, working too hard, the world is a little bit too much with me, as usual, but there's more, and until yesterday I had not put my finger on it. My life is being taken up in damned coffee spoons again. I just miss my mother. I'm 39, about to turn 40, and I want my mother. I want her laughter, her voice on the telephone, to show her my garden, to tell her about my work, to show her my writing, to take her to Florence. |
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