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Something in me was luckily still kicking, tv shows and I left. Two years later I have a master's degree, my career is back on track, and frankly I look better than ever. Sadly, I'm tv shows still fucked up as far as sex goes. I'm terrified of experiencing that type of rejection tv shows and control again, and so I mostly spend time with electronic toys, but I'm getting there. The point in withholding situations is that people with higher libidos are made to feel like there's something wrong with us that we can't just be happy with this "great person who loves us." It's bullshit. If someone steps on your toe, you tell them it hurts you, they apologize, and life moves on. If they continually step on the same toe, however, they know very well that they're hurting you by doing so. Likewise with continual sexual rejection, the infliction of pain is intentional, and the demand for monogamy is a means of control. It's a classic abuse pattern. Monogamy is tough, but if it's something you want it comes with certain obligations along with its rights.
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