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joe, 1977 in sports, karina arroyave, ewen bremner, robert downey jr., eileen nicholas, fullmetal jacket, grouphug.us, roll, letras, reservoirdogs, journal, whales, title, kuwait, contests, digitalart, herbie ade, syria, iran,
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I'm sure it won't happen tonight, I convince myself. Sitting in my basement at two in the morning, August 18th, 1994, I feel atmosphere one on one it. A part of me is suddenly gone. Selfish, fucking selfish, her last moments and I wasn't fucking there. I hate myself for that. atmosphere one on one The phone rings. atmosphere one on one It's my father. "I know," I say. Before he can even get the words out. "I know." It's been six years... enough time to ease the pain, enough time to find myself again. And still... still I will be walking down the street, driving in my car, listening to the radio... suddenly, I'm next to her bed, watching her be consumed... my breath is stolen. My heart lurches. And I'm still alone. And oh god, it still hurts. (idea) by Loon (1.3 mon) (print) ? 2 C!sSat Nov 18 2000 at 21:51:29 (person) by grundoon (6.2 hr) (print) ? 3 C!sThu
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