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| art chudabala, bi, what'sin a name?, sandra bullock, matching, middleeast, sincity, amy ferguson, lady of the lake, gawain, justinsimoni, yemen, slap them, 1956 in sports, | but for some reason, protection maybe, I choose to go jack straw. home and sleep, be by myself for awhile. I'm sure it won't happen tonight, I jack straw. convince myself. Sitting in my basement at two in the morning, August 18th, 1994, I feel it. A part of me is suddenly jack straw. gone. Selfish, fucking selfish, her last moments and I wasn't fucking there. I hate myself for that. The phone rings. It's my father. "I know," I say. Before he can even get the words out. "I know." It's been six years... enough time to ease the pain, enough time to find myself again. And still... still I will be walking down the street, driving in my car, listening to the radio... suddenly, I'm next to her bed, watching her be consumed... my breath is stolen. My heart lurches. And I'm still alone. And oh god, it still hurts. (idea) by Loon (1.3 |
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| she looks hurt, alone, desperate. "You know... I'm never going to see you graduate. I'm never going to see you get married. I'm never going to see my grandchildren..." Tears fill her voice, and this moment is forever locked in my head. I still wake up late at night, gasping for breath, her words ringing in my head. bi "Mommy... it's bi okay. I know you'll still be there for me." The strength of my 13-year-old psyche is amazing. Her bi health is deteriorating. Fast. Fluid finds its way into her lungs, clouding her breath, sending her off to float in a coma. Occasionally, I will talk to her, and she will squeeze my hand. Does she hear me? Does she still know me? Or is she gone, lost, a spirit in the breeze? My last day with her... it looks bad, and I know it's about time... |
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