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8:54 AM friday, may 12 Feel the love. 7:29 PM This has theoretically been my first week back at work. Paddle to the Sea was my metaphor for what it house felt like getting back to work - trying to paddle a canoe in a very still lake. It's fucking hell to get any momentum going. I've retooled the metaphor. house Do you know those pony rides that suddenly appear in shopping center parking lots? Rather ragged ponies tethered to roundabouts walk in endless circles for the enjoyment of small house children who bump along, trying valiantly not to succumb to motion sickness. Well, that's me. I'm the pony tethered to the roundabout. Lead me along and I'll walk, but don't expect much more. It's beyond frustrating at this point. Everyday is a lesson in the boundaries of my recovery and a constant reminder of just how sick I was. 6:19 PM Requests for schwag from the last month have been mailed out (somewhat belated due to moving/illness interruptions).
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