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| extreme makeover, teengrowth, milf hunter selena , business news, seattle restaurants, 15 year old having sex , bedroom, actors, herald times reporter, woman sex porn , bignaturals , old sex photos , | Maybe someday, apprentice I can relax again. Maybe someday, I can get on with MY life, rather than live in fear about my childrens. I know it is not healthy, but until something good comes from this, I can't see moving on. But I am so very tired of carrying this "torch". It is getting rather heavy, and I do so wish someone else would pick it up. That's all for today. Written by victoria60 . Link to this entry | Blog about this entry | Notify AOL This apprentice entry has 0 comments: Add your own Thursday, January 19, 2006 Subject: I posted to the wrong journal yesterday...lol Time: 8:20:08 PM PST Author: victoria60 Mood: Quiet Music: My counter was reset? |
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| I still can not. I am still appalled. Today I go to see a new psychiatrist, someone that I probably have to "start bignaturals all over" with regarding MY issues that still exist and affect bignaturals my day to day life. No matter what progress has been made in all of this, I am still full of resentment. I am still full of anger. I still cry over what happened. And I still worry. I worry about the future, about whether she will ever have a healthy sexual relationship in bignaturals her life. I worry about everything, and it is so time consuming, so exhausting, so self-defeating. But I can not stop. I also have to hide my worry, hide my sadness, hide my anger. I have to let Dylan heal, and put it all "behind" her. But I can not. I hope that someday, maybe I can. Maybe it won't consume my entire being. |
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