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I tried to be happy. Sometimes I tell people and sometimes I just satan smile. I hate to tell people just because I don't want to see the look in their eyes. The pity mixed with horror. I can't take it right now. Am I ever going to be satan able to take it? The teacher in the classroom next to me lost her baby at 20 weeks. She told satan me a little about her. She went into premature labor and they couldn't stop it. She said that she lived for 5 minutes. Can you imagine only 5 living minutes with your child? So many women have had such similar experiences. It is too much to imagine. Still none of the children in my class have noticed that I am pregnant. I guess they just think that they have a fat teacher that really likes to eat applesauce and pineapple. Sometimes I feel guilty eating in front of them. It isn't enough to stop me though.
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