03/13/05 - I thought thearistocrats gothic

donal sutherland, lamont, lyle, televison, gothic, overheardnew york, denver underground music, ogged, arabian, bandnames, donna powers, doe, feature film action/adventure, People who turn 21 get served free drinks and get stamped with blue shit on their head. Quite the entrance to adulthood and conscious drinking. Welcome to the America of greed, corruption, cheap thrills and headaches in the mourning - Colorado style. Shit like this hurts me. I can't stand alcohol, its effect on people thearistocrats close to me, to my own brother, to my favorite author - anything. I can't physically take people binging in thearistocrats front of me. thearistocrats I will hit them until they run away. I certainly can't take it when someone I love decides to do it. Fuckin read a book, write down a poem, do something fuckin' productive, find out there is more to live then escaping from it. Whatever, do it away from me.
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03/13/05 - I thought I'd post this gothic before I lose it forever. not two months after this was scrawled out, I found out my Mother was an alchoholic, and had been one for the last 18 years - basically, my entire life. I never had a clue - or did I? What is wrong with my life? After I get through this day, I think I'll have to back up about 3 fucking months, 'cause none of gothic this is gothic gonna make a lick of sense, and it doesn't even make sense to make. But I need to write this shit out, cause its all pent up inside like graffiti on a subway wall. Its ugly, its all twisted contorted and its all made by me. I got up at about 3 pm today, I should say, I went to sleep at around 5 am. Yesterday was Danica's Birthday, she turned 21 making the age difference between me (19) about as blatant as a man with a gun going down a sidewalk of tears taking down people he just doesn't like the look of that particular day. Of course, she being shallow and I being still pretty much straight edge - tired of working my ass off to keep the little space I have of this world, she goes to the 16th street Mall in Denver, I go to sleep at 7pm.
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