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| diary, salt lake city, release dates, kinky, pamie, bill raymond, techno, loretta devine, ben shenkman, james gandolfini, text, strange, alameida, karina arroyave, iraq, | Last night, in 3 beers and 20 minutes, I figured out why 3 years of potential relationships have failed. libyan I get bored with libyan myself and when I get bored with myself, I stop putting forth effort into whatever man I am involved with at the time. I libyan am full of depth when I am alone, left to my own devices, but inevitably put me in a social situation and it's instantaneous ADD. I act like a girl when it comes to guys, I always think there stock is higher than mine and feel lucky to have their attention. I realized quite recently it's the opposite, I have as much power as they do. I just choose to spend mine in the company of friends and not out chasing other tail. I always thought guys dumped me because they lost interest, but when I think back, really I was the one that lost interest. I stopped putting in effort, my jokes got tired, and I stopped communicating. I stopped producing "depth" as my roommate and I coined it last night. I just assumed men got tired of me in the way I got tired of myself. |
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| But it's been a good 3 techno years since I have taken one. Oh well. techno Posted on 3.10.2006 at 3:37 PM | Comments (0) | Permanent Link Your interested in me? Please, you can do better... Last night I sat around with the roomie expounding all my faults and the reasons why guys shouldn't want to date me. This on the heels of someone renewing their interest in me, I should be somewhat flattered, instead I just felt sick of myself. The end of any relationship becomes techno a renewal of independence for me. My bosses told me recently that I have an amazing ability to get over someone. No, it's not an ability, it's because I get so sick of having to entertain them, that it's always a welcome release when I can go back to my "spinster" ways. There's a reason I have been antisocial and laying low, sometimes I just run out of things to say. I can't be entertaining or charming all the time, it requires an almost "lack of depth" to it. |
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